Baby Dance

Ok so I have been having a lot of dreams lately bout having another baby. I guess you could say that I have the baby bug and want to do the baby dance. After all Jayden will be 3 next year so it's time to give him a sibling, either a lil sister or a lil brother. I really want to have another baby.

I can't help it, they are just so cute and I knw they are a lot of work and money. But hey it's what I really want. I knw it will happen. I know I will be a mommy again next year. And hopefully a wifey next year as well. So here's to my dreams and wishes coming true.

Hoping for a Miracle

So August just hasn't been my month at all. I'm hoping that September will be my month of miracles. I really need a job and I need one asap! I hate not having money and not being able to buy things or go on trips. This economy sucks big time! Seriously there needs to be way more jobs here and less houses.

I want to be in movies already so I can make the big bucks and get the fuck out of boresville that is Port St Lucie. Too damn boring here. There is nothing to do here what so ever. There are no jobs here. If I have to I will apply at jobs in other cities and hope they do relocation moving and stuff.

There is someone I really want to be with right now and he knws who he is! I love you baby and can't wait to start a family with you finally and finally be your wifey!

xoxo Sheena aka Shey

What Is True Love?

What is True Love?
True Love is finding that special person and wanting to be with them for the rest of your life. Even if you break up a few times, you still manage to find your way back to that same person. That really is true love.

I know that I have found my true love, cause no matter wat we have been through, we always manage to run back to one another and thank god for that special someone coming back into my life. This time I will not let him go and I hope he feels the same way bout me. No matter wat happens, no matter what obstacles we may face together, we will always be together. I can't think of anyone else to be with but him.

He has always made me smile and laugh when I've been down and depressed. He always manages to cheer me up and I love him and will always love him through thick and thin. He's the man for me. I can't wait to finally be in his arms. This NYE we will be together in each other's arms for the first time and I can't wait to see him. I've waited 5 years to see him and can't wait til Dec 26 this year to see him and be in his arms.

He is my Edward, My Stefan, My prince charming, My knight in shining armor, My Dimitri, My Eric. He's my world and my life and forever will be til death do us part. He know who he is!

xoxo Sheena

Engaged And Planning Our Wedding...

Do you believe that dreams can come true? Well I do and I believe that they are coming true for me. After 5 years of being in love with the same man, we have come back together for the 3rd time. I believe this is gods way of saying we belong together and I now see that we do. We have been through a lot together and he won't hurt me again, he and I are so in love with each other, that our love for one another grows stronger each day. He is my life, my world and means the world to me. I couldn't have asked for a better man. Drew makes me smile and laugh.

He's the reason I am happy again and he's the reason for the smiles on my face and my laughter. Without him I would probably still be depressed or something. I love him too much and will not let him go ever again and he will not let me go ever again. We are happily engaged and have set our wedding day for December 31, 2011. We have loads to do before our big day and we are also gonna be ttc our first child together next month. I am so excited and can't wait! I also can't wait to be Mrs.Kunzeman. I know that we will be successful in whatever we do.

ANDREW KUNZEMAN I LOVE YOU!!!!

Shatter Me With Hope

It's only been a month since I've been with him. He makes me so happy and not like any guy I've dated in the past. I trust him with my life and I know that he won't hurt me again. We are so much in love and are happy together. He is my life my world and means alot to me. We know that we will be together forever and he will be the one that helps me with my son.

Before he came back into my life, I wasn't sure if I would ever love again. My heart was totally broken by the last guy and I thought that I would never be able to open my heart again to anyone. But on January 1, 2010 he came back into my life and I was willing to try again for the 3rd time with open arms. He will not let me go and I don't want him to. I will never let him go again. This time it is for real, we are made for each other and I know things will work out for us.

We are not gonna let anyone come between us and we will not let anyone tear us apart. We have too much love for one another and for each others' sons. We will not let anyone try to tear us or take our sons away from us. We will do whatever it takes and we will succeed. 2010 is our year to shine. We are forever in love. He is always in my dreams and I am always in his.

I can't wait to be his wife and he can't wait to be my husband. We will someday have more kids with each other. We hope to ttc one soon. He is my Edward, my prince charming my goth god and I love him to death.

DREW I LOVE YOU!!!!