My Lil Man and My SO

Recently my mom and I got Jayden to sleep in his crib. At first he screamed and cried, but then he calmed down the first night, then the rest of the week he went down without fussing. Now he sleeps through the night. He is a good and happy baby. He can tell who loves him and who doesn't. He is surrounded by the ones who really love him. And within time he will have a father figure in his life rather than one who barely comes and sees him. Jayden will never have a bond with his father, due to the fact that he barely comes around. He hasn't paid for anything for Jayden. He didn't even pay for J's circumcision. He ain't nothing but a deadbeat dad. My lil man will probably not ask bout his dad but if he does I will let him know everything bout him. I hope it doesn't come to that cause it would break J's heart to know that his father didn't want me to have him.

Now on to my new and true love. His name is Rick and we met on vampirefreaks. He maybe 5 years younger than me but he and I really are a match made in heaven. He and I have a lot in common and he is a sweetheart. I love him with all my heart. He has the key to my heart and he would never hurt me or break my heart.We have been together for a year now and he is someone I can see myself growing old with. He's the kind of guy that would never cheat on someone. Sometime soon we will have a place together and he will be the one who will be able to bond with Jayden and be J's father. Sometimes J even looks like he could be Rick's. haha! Rick does comics and he is a very talented drawer. I love his work it's very awsome. We are just made for each other. I wish that I could have met him years ago so that I wouldn't have been heart broken.

I feel so much happier than before. He really is my prince charming and the love of my life. There is nothing we wouldn't do for each other. We both want to be married and have a family. Though it may be sometime before those things happen as we both want to have stable jobs and be financially ready. I am gonna see if I can get us a place here soon and then get Rick down here. He is someone I know my parents would be glad to have as a son-in-law.

~Sheena